College = Time for Changes.

I know I haven't written in a while, but that's because I've been annoyingly consumed with work, and plus I only have like 2 people that actually read my blog! Which means it's not that big of a loss now is it?

Lately, it's starting to really dawn on me that I'm actually going to college. Before I was all nonchalant about it, and now I'm like woah! But there's also several things I would like to change about myself, my lifestyle, my friends...

First off, I have been DYING to get my tongue pierced. My mother has NEVER approved of me getting ANY piercings aside from the 2 I already have. So i agreed to go on September 4th (five days after my 18th birthday), but I realized if I went that day, I would be screwed for my first days of school, I won't be able to talk to my professors or classmates, Id be in an unbelievable amount of pain which won't allow me to focus so on & so forth. Also, I can't get it on my birthday because it's a Sunday followed by a week of classes, whereas the 4th is a Friday which gives me about 3 days to allow some getting used to. But now I've decided to go this Thursday, August 13th. Now, the "plan" is to hide it, which is mission impossible, but I mean, I've rarely if ever rebelled against my mom, and this may just be the first & last time I will. If I get it this week, I will have a perfect two weeks to allow it to heal and to fully get used to it and mope & watnot :) Ahh Wish me luck!

Also, after going to an all girls school for four years, I've seemed to have had adapted a "lesbianic" demeanor? Which definitely needs to change because I have no intentions of being with girls. But being in an atmosphere with guys all over again is something I look forward to the most! Deprivation was a punishment, and now I'll be replenished all over again :]

Lastly, there's a lot of people that I just want to let go of. College will give me a freedom that I was never allowed to have in high school. I'm hoping my time will be completely occupied, whether it be social or educational. There's just some people that I honestly give too much of myself to, only to receive minimal in return. What better excuse to have than college?

Aside from that, I hope my bonds with my "real" friends only strengthens. There are a handful of girls that I love dearly & would do absolutely anything for, and I genuinely hope that college will not change us at all.