Recap...

I did go on a bit of a blog break, since my life is very uneventful, but I've actually decided to get back into the swing of things, especially since I have more time on my hands.

For one, I realized that there are certain people in my life who i thought made me happy, when in reality they weren't. Letting go of them has attributed to one of the reasons for my happyness. I'm referring to someone who I used to believe I couldn't live without, who was like a brother to me, a shoulder to lean on...bla bla bla. But I've realized otherwise, I made HIM happy. If anything, I pride myself on how good a friend I am; I really really look out for my friends and have their best interest at heart, but with him it was different. He walked over me enough times, and this last time I realized it was the last straw. I know what I deserve and what I don't deserve, if this was a year ago, I probably would have shrugged it off and stayed friends with him. But I deserve better than that & I KNOW IT! (Just a bit of advice, if there's a friend of yours who has stayed by your side through A LOT, HOLD-ON-TO-THEM! do not let anything get in the way of your last hope, it makes no sense to allow stupidity to ever get in the way of something that's so real. Everyone knows at least ONE person, hold on tight...)

Onto other things, I finally got a job :) After months of doing long ass boring applications I finally got one. So happy about that. It's not the BEST job in the world, but it's something so that's good enough. My theme song is no longer "She ain't got no money in the bank" cha chingggg :D

Also, I shitted out a mighty beautiful 3.7 GPA, shocking I know I know. I'm enjoying it now because next semester classes are going to KILL ME, which basically means that that beauty will be going down. FML.

& lastly, my love life is still nonexistent, but I'm ay okay with that. I have so many things to be happy about that this is not even a bother. I don't think I've ever been this happy when I was single. Interestingly enough, I haven't even been looking. Nows the time when I should be dolling myself up and all that garbage, but I'm actually sitting back and not caring for it.

Honestly, it's just weird how I've changed. I used to be so depressed, walk around outside with a smile on my face, come home and be upset, but for some reason I have yet to find things to be upset about. Not that I want any, it's just weird how happy I feel, genuinely happy. How gay right? :) And I used to be extremely insecure with myself, whereas nowadays I'm actually starting to realize my beauty. Me telling myself I'm pretty, and BELIEVING it for once in my life, well... it's about Goddamn time.